One reason judges often give for holding a certain way on an issue is that the opposite holding would "chill" some desirable activity. For example: "The rule petitioner urges this court to adopt would unacceptably chill free formation of business contracts by destroying reliance on the written form." In this context it means the opposite of "incentivize" (yet another word I never heard before coming here.).
Law school has been pretty chilly lately. All of the 1Ls I've talked to feel less motivated this semester than last. For my part, I've been studying less, engaging less with the material (except for criminal law, which is fascinating), and slacking off more. And there's a social effect too. Me, Pier 39, Your Mom, Sibbach, and Sultan have barely eaten together this spring. Sibbach actually dropped out of our lunch group last fall due to, uh, circumstances between her and Sultan. As for the rest of us, I think our lack of colunching is due to two things: (1) we no longer have a small class together right before lunch, and (2) we have more classes after lunch this semester, so we spend our lunches doing homework. Neither of these is very good excuses, and (2) is just another symptom of the academic sickness (last semester I always finished all my reading the night before, not saving any for lunch). Which is too bad because we all miss the company. Some of us are supposed to watch a movie tonight (
Jumper), but I doubt we'll follow through.
And there are the little things. I've been wearing glasses this semester because I'm too apathetic to put my contacts in (OK, this happened sophomore and junior years in college too). I played over fifty hours of
Jagged Alliance 2 in the past two weeks instead of working on a big paper. And I've been taking my books home instead of studying at the library, so I've seen less of Flutist, Skittles, Negative Feedback, and
Cash Hydrant (another regular in our group that I haven't mentioned before; he did I-banking for three years and quit to go to law school).
Then again I might not be missing much. Flutist and Skittles have drifted apart for no apparent reason. They're some of the nicest, friendliest people I've ever met, but they both insist they're really nasty and brutish. (And short, but Flutist is kind of sensitive about that). Modesty or honesty, I don't know. I've warmed to Negative Feedback, but lately he's been spending time with his girlfriend
My Life for Aiur, a pretty Korean national who has somehow never heard of Starcraft.
So what's the cause? Some people blame the weather. Usually these are the people whose only personal experience with snow prior to Ithaca was static on the telly when the antennae fell down. If anything, I think cold weather helps you think--you have to rub your neurons together to keep your brain warm.
Others put it down to post-grade report depression. There's some validity to this. Why work so hard when you'll just get a B+ like everyone else? But everyone else worked hard too, so you need to keep moving to stay in place.
There's always S.A.D. but it's been pretty sunny this winter so I don't think that's it.
No, I think it's just the usual second semester fatigue I experienced in college. We're plain tired--if I were Southern I would say plumb tuckered out--from reading and writing. Cornell students spend
too much time studying. You med school students will probably laugh--no, scoff--with powerful bitterness at those numbers, but shut up for a second.
Through the center of our apathy runs a tightly wound spinal cord of stress: the usual academic stress, but also stress about finding a job for the summer, figuring out what kind of law to practice after graduation, and wondering if we're really prepared to cut off our families and social lives to work 100+ hours a week for stupid sums of money. And, in my case, stress about having to dress up nice for interviews.
But maybe we should all just chill.
